Posts Tagged ‘dream’

another dream

July 10th, 2010

I remember reading somewhere that a man out in the midwest bought an entire abandoned elementary school and converted it to a dojang. it’s brilliant, really. the idea was to create a sort of college, where you sleep and eat where you train. a school is designed to accommodate all of these — you would just need to put in some beds and rig up some showers.

I want to open up a school. not just for Tae Kwon Do but for the arts and sciences too. literature, calculus, biology, physics, computer science … the whole thing. like they used to do with knights, samurai, and hwarang. whatever I couldn’t competently teach myself, I would get someone I trusted.

charter school, anyone?

Nackt

May 10th, 2010

Nackt

The sidewalk’s shattered soda bottle:
now puzzled glass, once interlocked,
even further once, the give
that pharaohs built on top with sphinx
and pyramid. The crystalline
reinvents some myth of light.

And half a mouse with Wednesday’s garbage.
The flies fly figure 8′s above it.
Headless and thoughtless, it has the ocean
among the bristling fur and skin.
Once named because it looked like muscle,
the cup now holds and holds and holds.

The geology of a chicken bone:
strata of bite marks from boy then dog
then the feet of too many roaches
who whisper together as if for love
all layered on top of each other.
Alone is nothing. A banana peel
cures into a nautilus
colored Sun and Earth and all between.

The night I learned I was invincible
Mom and Dad were fragile in their bed.
Who knew these small and beautiful things?

Nackt

May 3rd, 2010

A Coca Cola bottle lay destroyed.
The rough hemmed shards formed pyramids.
The sand of a thousand pharaohs combined
each recycling some myth of light.

Caught in some glue, a severed mouse.
Its fur, no longer whole, sloughed off.
A muddy and bristling ocean.
The battering waves we beat against.

The clock’s staccato kick:
Rush forward, stop. Rush forward, stop.
It’s constant death and uncertain rebirth
as punctual as the stars.

The night I knew I was invincible
mom and dad beneath the moon slept fragile.

for April 6

April 6th, 2010

for April 6

Sometimes in my dreams she loved me.
Faces are hard to invent, especially after
a long day, so I couldn’t tell you the shape
of her nose, how little or how much it begged
to be kissed. I remember the sloped angles
of her hips, the tripwire-strength
of her arms as they wrapped around me.
Love is a surrender and I surrendered
to that touch, spiderweb soft, and to her smell.
When I both dreamed and dreamt she loved me,
I brewed the coffee extra strong to stop
my nose from shutting off.

The Whole Expressed in Its Parts

February 18th, 2010

The Whole Expressed in Its Parts

I breathe in the East River’s air. It’s thick with mist and chilled in November. My body is a dam to heat; its reservoir of warmth meets the nor’easter and condensation coats my throat like beads around a glass of gin.

It rains inside my lungs. The drops first cling then slide and fall, collect within a pool of last breath’s rain. They ding the water’s surface, wringing circles expanding outward. Infinite. A model of a galaxy or a yawn radiating around a classroom.

The walls are green. A watermelon seed I inhaled last week took root against my lungs, grew leaves, spread wild like weeds. It drinks the rain and breathes the air that I bring in. It has its own cycle of respiration.

I breathe out. The puddle and lung-soil shake a little. I pause and hold the world in a vacuum as it prays for the next breath; my act of dominion I relive a dozen times a minute.